I have been very troubled lately because of some non-existent relationship problem. This is extremely laughable because I am bothered by something that is not even real.
What I'm pretty sure is that I want him. What I'm not sure is whether I want to be WITH him. Actually I don't know why I'm overthinking this matter. It's not like he's in love with me plus I am not intending to take any action to make known or realise my feelings.
& there's my stupid heart complicating matters by making me miss another person. But fortunately, the situation is turning up & I don't miss him that much anymore.
Third one is a headache. Based on his reputation he is really not a good person but he didn't really mistreat me so I have no idea how I should see him as. Based on my first hand impression or by other people's experiences? Because sometimes I feel bad for judging him.
Fuck.
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